Anonymous asked: this doesn't have to do with your mental state but writing-wise, you're awesome! however- you could have said everything you wanted to say in one paragraph. a lot of repetition of points that had already been made. i get that you probably wrote down whatever was flowing through your mind but if you edit and condense what you just wrote and only kept the most crucial parts you could have a seriously powerful piece.
Oh, wow. Haha thanks!
I didn’t really mean for it to be anything at all I just kind of let me thoughts guide me. All I did afterwards was spellcheck, but thank you so much! I love writing, so that means a lot! :)
Anonymous asked: your post was so relateable thank you for posting something that made sense i wish eeryone could read it and understand
Awe, thank you darling, but I am so thankful that everyone doesn’t understand. I wish you didn’t have to, but if you ever need anything you can come to me, okay? I love you.
I have a really hard time explaining how I can act like everything is okay when I’m breaking down. People don’t see the bad side of me often, so they think I’m just overreacting. They don’t understand how anxiety and depression work. I started writing tonight and I phrased it the best that I could. This isn’t a split personality thing, it was just the easiest way to explain my thoughts and explain both sides.
what i’d really like is for someone to objectively watch me for a week or so and then just sit down with me for a few hours and explain to me what i am like and how i look to others and what my personality is in detail and how i need to improve where do i sign up for that